Last seen 19 April 2019, 14:05
42 years old•
Calgary, Canada
egul_i
a woman,
looking for a man aged 33-42
About me
About me:
This is me: sweet, sarcastic, funny, serious, social butterfly, wallflower, high energy, no energy, let's go DO something, I don't feel like doing anything, happy-go-lucky, the clown that cries, positive, negative... This is me. Am I ready to be on here? Probably not. But I'd hate to close my eyes and miss something, so good/bad/right/wrong ready or not, This is me. I keep seeing the same phrase - 'no baggage'. What exactly does this mean? Is the definition a changing entity from one person to the next, or it there a generic/universal understanding of what 'baggage' is and I'm just clueless? If you had an inkling of interest up to this point - this just might blow it out of the water. I need to be true though, not only to me, but to you as well, so here's me going the distance... I believe that I have baggage. I believe that life is the bag of all bags and I'm pretty sure I'm lugging a trunkful. Inside are the memories, the emotions, the moments that I've had the pleasure and pain of experiencing. And to be honest - I don't think I want to shun or hide the baggage of my life for it has shaped and molded the person that I am. Whether the person I am, the person I want to be is an adequate fit for someone out there - that is to be seen. All I know is that I have faced life, hidden from it, raged at it and embraced it and the bags I carry are like the medals at the end of a race: some are dull and boring with a crappy finishing time, and others are bright and shiny with my personal best to boast about. The contents of my luggage are a mix of good and bad memories, and to be honest, some of them need to be sorted through. It's (I'm) a work in progress and it means that some days I'm much less than the perfect-high energy-positive-outgoing-bubble of happiness that everyone seems to be looking for. (If that's you, you should probably just hit 'next'.) I realize that I'm mostly 'shooting myself in the foot' with this profile - but like I said at the beginning - This is me. Me learning, growing, changing, improving, but beneath the layers - still just me. Imperfect and a little messed up, but willing to step up to the plate and embrace whatever life has to offer me. I'm ready for the challenge. Are you?
